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Monthly Archives: December 2011
greater and lesser degrees
The grief attacks seem like a sort of panic attack. The feeling is sudden, the thoughts flood in, my son is dead. He is really gone. I will not see, hear or touch him again in this world. … Continue reading
Posted in Coping with the Death of a Child, Death, Faith, Family, Friends, Marraige
Tagged coping, coping with death, death of a child, Grief Loss and Bereavement, hope, love, Relationships
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resolutions
One part of the holiday is over and another looms on the horizon. The problem is that it marks with vast distinction 6 months since our son’s death on January 2nd. Anticipation of Christmas was worse than the actual … Continue reading
Posted in Coping with the Death of a Child, Death, Faith, Family, Friends, Holidays
Tagged coping with death, death of a child, grief, Grief Loss and Bereavement, hope, love, Relationships
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Holiday from the holiday
This is a week that cannot be written about. I look at the screen and my mind is whirling with thoughts, none of them useful. We are trying to superimpose old routines upon this time of the year. They don’t … Continue reading
Posted in Coping with the Death of a Child, Death, Faith, Family, Friends, Holidays
Tagged coping, death, death of a child, grief, Grief Loss and Bereavement
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The season
December 19th -It has been one of those weekends where I have been aware of my thoughts much like when you become aware of the ticking of a clock and would like for it to be quiet. I wished for … Continue reading
Posted in Death, Faith, Family, Friends, Holidays
Tagged coping, coping with death, death, family, Grief Loss and Bereavement, hope, life, love
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An unexpected gift
A friend of mine and fellow artist showed me one of her paintings that will be featured in a show this Spring. The vantage point was from above looking down on a street somewhere in Europe. The street arches away … Continue reading
Posted in Coping with the Death of a Child, Death, Faith, Family, Friends, organ donor
Tagged coping, coping with death, coping with grief, death, death of a child, Grief Loss and Bereavement, hope, joy, love
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a fable
I am so tired of being sad. I am annoyed by feelings of guilt when I am not sad. I think I startle others when I laugh and joke, I am past startling myself. There is a form of punishment … Continue reading
Posted in Coping with the Death of a Child, Death, Family, Friends, Holidays
Tagged coping with death, Grief Loss and Bereavement, hope, joy
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Pip
I fasted from writing for a few days, at least from this type of writing. I wrote short poems and a simple Christmas acrostic. I also started trying to transcribe a journal kept by my son. I am not … Continue reading
Posted in Birds of Prey, Coping with the Death of a Child, Death, Family, Holidays
Tagged American Kestrel, coping, family, Grief Loss and Bereavement, hope, joy, Kestrel, loss, love, Pip, Red-tailed Hawk, remembering, Sparrow hawk
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In All Things . . .
I would rather have the pain of missing my son in my life, than to never have had him at all. My life would not be what it is were it not for my children. They humble me with their … Continue reading
Posted in Death, Faith, Family, Friends, Holidays, Marraige
Tagged Child, coping with death, death, Grief Loss and Bereavement, Happiness, Home, joy, love
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In the moment
I’ve only had one panic attack that I know of or can remember vividly. It happened less than a week after my son died. I had gone to the kitchen, my husband, daughter and sister were in the den. I … Continue reading
Posted in Coping with the Death of a Child, Death, Family, Friends, Marraige
Tagged coping, coping with death, death, death of a child, grief, Grief Loss and Bereavement, hope, loss, love, mountains, panic, panic attack, Relationships
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Life among the living
Gray the day wet with rain fog wrapped and dripping a heavy hand. The process to be worked the step by step by step the small pool of light right there at your feet all that can be seen. Misunderstood … Continue reading
Posted in Coping with the Death of a Child, Death, Family
Tagged coping with grief, death, death of a child, Grief Loss and Bereavement, honesty, hope, joy, life, living, trust
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